10:30 and I'm already in bed. Its been a long, kind of heartwarming day and Im exhausted! Suddenly, and out of the blue, restlessness takes over. I play a few rounds of Candy Crush....boring! So I decided to look up my old blog. The Weeping Jar. It was a little painful reading a few entries, partially because it was painful living thru those early days of my husbands cancer treatment, but also because, well.... I couldn't keep it up! I had really wanted to become a blogger. I dreamed of documenting this part of our life, hoping that it might help me because it's such a cool avenue to let it all out, in, and secretly hoping that it might help other cancer patients and their caregivers too! Just knowing that someone else can get thru it all, without too many war wounds, really does boost the spirits. I had learned that reaching out to others when your going thru it yourself, makes life easier in many ways.
Easier, if it works with your current situation....easier if you can keep up with it, easier if it lifts your spirit. For me at this time last year it wasn't doing any of that. It was not easy, and so I had to let it brew on the back burner.
Ok, now I'm really tired so, I'm off to sleep! More to come! Blessings to you and yours!
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